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You'll feel heard
when there is
nothing left for me
to say
If I take you on
and forget I have
a story too
and my story reads
so much like you
and if I don't resist
will you feel heard?
Will it move us forward
if I take you in
like a snakebite
to the heart
spitting out blood
with the
poison part
Will I survive
will you love
again?
will it save us
if you,
criticize me?
I miss the family
we never had
and the one we try
to have but are
falling
short of
a happy ending
but not the family
which is drama
and tragedy
and comedies of
triangulations
and disarticulations -
the sort of story
a simple silver
wedding band
could never write,
alone
the sort where
a husband's tales
are lip
serviced lies
alibies and departures.
Joy finds her name,
hard to live up to.
Her face hurts
from smiling
too hard
too much
too often.
During a recent visit
to the state psychiatric ward
She made friends with a girl
named Faith.
Faith said, "God never gives us more
than what we can handle"
Joy noticed the bandages
wound around Faith's wrists
and though she was not sure
she imagined metalic seepage
that began at a soul level
and slowly bled through cliche.
Sometimes, It all seems
rather too much.